Thankful

Such a long time without writing....so much to say.  My mind is all over the place as I read of loves lost, lives lost, hope lost.  Tonight I just want to say thank you.  There are so many people around me who are hurting in such big ways.  I have nothing to give but praise for my life.  I am so thankful to part of a bigger plan.  I may not know the hows and the whys of it...but it is greater than I am.  It is greater than any of my hopes and dreams and my best laid plans could ever make it out to be.  I don't know how this story ends, but I am so energized by the pure genuine love of so many people. There is a God who knows my every need, my heart's desire, my fears, my failures and he loves me anyway.  He blessed me with a family who walks with me through this vapor called life.  I am thankful.....for each blessing.